The Cotton Club
All the greatest there
from Billie to Dizzie
to Fats and Nat
to Ethel and Count Basie.
The chosen few there all ears
for jazz in its golden age.
Smoke veering with voices
and music crackling from an old vinyl stage.
But this isn’t about that
or those undisputed cool cats.
It’s not so upbeat
with clicking fingers or tapping feet.
This Cotton Club is different
where ears are kept in a cotton wool box.
A museum of air waves
where voices waft off.
When people don’t really listen.
When they can’t fix their hearing aid while it’s going wrong.
When it’s easier to circle round
and drown out words with a gong.
But this isn’t really even about that.
It’s about what happened this eve not long ago.
When cotton wool gets in ears
to float off thereafter as cotton cloud egos blow.
How we apologizingly admit it afterwards
and finally listen to what the other thought the other would or should know.
Better to voice it in time
with unplugged ears to get to some kind of clarity.
So back to the real Cotton Club
where in a dark smoky somewhere something might appear clearly.
So I’m especially wondering now
what this is really about.
Maybe it’s about cottoning on to songs they sing
and thinking it’ll all get simplistically sorted out.
Or maybe it’s about me
or maybe it’s about you
or maybe it’s about our own Cotton Club
and precious things kept in cotton wool.
Poem from new collection ‘Ventriloquist Dummy Voice Overs’